Angel From Above

Gazing into her brown eyes when we first met
I knew then she was heaven sent.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

She had no idea from the start
true love, I'd found in my heart.
One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Still, her smile, my breath it takes away
wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say.
All my prayers answered when into my life she came
to me, she is everything.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise
so much beauty, so much grace.
SHE'S even more through my eyes.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Together, forever, I long to be
can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet.
The only one for me.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much
wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be.
With you, I feel so free.
A vow to you I made, forever, you'll have my love.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Education and Employment World !!!

An update to a previous posting by myself,

So what more do I have to add, read and ye shall find out.

About work about jobs.

Turned down time and time again because of who I am, because of no grade 12. I am one that falls into this category. Alot may not know about it, but I ain't scared to share it with people that I don't have it, why why should someone be scared or shy, or anything in the nature to say, no I don't have my grde 12, does that make me less of a person.

During my past experience from work and from what I have seen. From what others tell me and experience as well.

There is a good portion of people these days that don't have the same education as others. No college, post secondary, and some no high school diploma,

So where do those people fall who don't have it, hopelessly looking for a job, that well, doesnt seem to show up, that is unattainable because they aren't educated like the others are.

I myself have be turned down over and over because I don't got my grade 12, I do have my credentials though from a private institution, yet no grade 12. So why do I get turned down if I have those but no grade 12, does it make me more dumb or not as good as the one with the grade 12.

SO what am I willing to do about it. For one I ain't gonna get my GED, nor my grade 12, you don't need it, its not mandatory to have, you don't have to be pushed to get it, or threatened, or pushed down to the bottom of the pile like a no good fish.

WHY WHY WHY

These days more and more companies demand you have your grade 12 or else they will not hire you. Its quite sad, actually very sad that companies do that people. I say they are hurting themselves more then they are hurting the people who come in with no grade 12 diploma, why you may ask, the reason is clear, there is alot of smart, intelligent people out there with brains, who don't have education to back themselves up, so what do they have to back themselves up, there brain, there will power, there intelligence, there inner genius, so why are people getting turned down work.

Me I don't understand the answer to why companies do this. Its quite pathetic, non professional, as they are truly missing out on some if not many of the worlds most intelligent people.

I remember when I graduated school in March of 2005, I applied at 25 or so places in the city, guess what I got out of that, absolutely nothing, had to go back to laboring work as my credentials weren't worth anything and to date really much still aren't.

I was in a class of about 25 people, so where are all those people, are they in the same boat as me, or have they found the job they wanted to get with the schooling they took, well I can say I know where over half of them are, and they sure aren't working where they should be, some at walmart, some at car dealership, ha and even one hired as a mail sorter, with credentials like that, my friends, this is just rediculous.

Oh we can't hire you, you don't have enough experience, no portfolio, well people, where the heck are you suppose to get experience if no one will even look at you, let alone hire you to gain that experience.

So another thing to mention, My course was 13,000 for one year to complete, I didn't actually have to pay for it as I was sponsored from Metsi Saskatchewan. But its still the fact that it was 13,000 gone to waste. Why else you ask it was gone to waste, well the 25 or so students that were left at the school waiting for there grad and finishing up there courseware, got a little visit from the head chief of CDI, what news did he have for us.

Well the news was the school is shutting down, shutting down 25 or so centers across Canada, so finish up your course asap and your on your own is what we were told, so what does that say for these graduates for work, not good at all, as companies look at them and say, well your school doesn't exist, it closed down, why why why, right away they point the fingers, were they actually trained the right way, do they know what they are doing, or was everything rushed, so it put a BIG damper on our work for when we graduate.

While I attending it was quite pathetic, no teacher to teach us our work, as luke slow walker sat on his pedastal doing nothing for the students, oh wait, just for the ones he liked. And then later through the course they hired a recent graduate, yea it was good that they gave him a job, but it was poor on there behalf, as he didn't even know what he was doing, the course he took, was less then what we were trying to obtain.

What am I trying to say here, is that no matter your color, your religion, your race, your education, we should all be granted equal work rights, equal work opportunities, no matter any of the above statements, and it is not happening.

That leaves me with doing laboring work, yup laboring work with the background I have in IT, 6 years of it. I guess thats life, thats how some or most of the worlds intelligent people are left to be.

Thats about all that was on my mind thus far, but I definately will have an update to this, and other things that come to mind, to tune it and read up.

Regards,

Signed off


Justin

41days til I walk down the aisle......

Wow can anyone believe that it is already spring??? Its the 3rd day of spring and the sun is shining here in good ol' SJ! I'm so excited!!! I can't wait to bust out the sandals,flip flops and yes even the crocs. (hehe)

I've decided that I'm going to start again updating this blog as I sure have been slacking. Well at least once or twice a week. I'm sorry blogger I shall not abandon you like I have in the past!

So whats new in my life...well I have been busy getting ready for my course that I am going to be taking. I will say one thing faxing 15 papers to Student Loans and costing 36.56$ is abit ridiculous don't you think? I was about to die when she told me the price.

I am currently on a diet. I have been on it for about a month-month and a half. Thus far I have lost 20pounds and 59 inches!!! Go me. I can't wait until I'm skinny! hehe Well at least at an average weight that I am suppose to be at. :) *cheers*
I find it quite easy actually except for when I see cheesecake or icecream and then I want it! But I don't, but I still want it. lol

Enough about dieting...

I leave in 44 days for Saskatchewan and can't wait! I think change is going to be good for me. Everyone needs change in their life once and a while. And I will be out there with my boyfriend so I'm pumped for that.

Tonight is Rachel's baby shower. I'm sooo excited for that. wooohooo I love baby showers cause I love watching people open up baby gifts and seeing all the cute little outfits and toys and fun stuff that they get. hehe Sometimes makes me want a baby just to get all the cute little clothes. But don't worry I don't want a baby for awhile. hehe Someday though! :)

I sure do miss Justin alot lately. Can you believe that he has been gone now for 4 months....thats craziness... I can still remember that day at the airport here in SJ saying goodbye to him and not knowing what our future would hold or if we even had a future. I was sooo scared. As I loved/still love that man. But now everything is all good and wonderful.

I will say that I do miss some of my friends lately...but it seems as if everyone is just doing their own thing and or is too busy to hangout or call or whatever. Its all good though cause thats how life is,right?

Well I should be going for now and have some lunch...as I am super hungry!! BRING ON THE CHEERIO'S! hehe

Well thats all for now

Till again...

Long time no post...so Justin shall post an article on here for me! :)

Good Day Everyone,

Here with more to say,So lets start.

So what more do I have to write about, you ask. Well read on and ye shall find out.

All that is happening is just non sense, look around, and tell me what you see, is it something that makes you happy, is it life. Look closely at it all, if you could just veg outside in the park or wherever you would like, and just observe, tell me what you see, is it happy. Yes / No

To my understandings I thought people are there to help people in need, to makes sure everything is good, every now and then doesn't it make you happy to hear someone say,How are you ?How are you doing ?
I sure do, as I can imagine as do others.

Injuries, sickness, its quite pathetic, everyone you know, you talk you these days, you ask how are you doing, and most of the time isn't the statement above true, there either sick, injured, or depressed, stressed or whichever it may be.

Its quite sad, very sad actually and its happening to families upon families, and it shouldn't be, shouldn't families be happy, worry free, so why are there struggles, living month to month.

I just can't say why myself, as I don't know the answers.
All really this post is, is just to let out, the feelings inside, of me, and others.

Well that is all I can think of for now, but there definately will be more arriving soon.

Till then

Take care

Peace Out World.

Signed Off

Well look whos back to add to the post he posted just about 4 days ago. So what more do I have to add you ask yourself, Well please do read on and find out. Im not judging anyone nor am I assuming anything, as that is not up to me to do. That is for Our Lord. So as one week passes I read my girlfriends blog, hmmmmm, I look under comments, oh but I don't see any how come? Well not assuming or anything but are people too scared to speak the truth, to let out what they hold inside. Im a big boy come on throw it out, Im waiting for it. I wanna hear comments back on what I had posted.

Well I guess it truly brings out who your real friends are and who the posers are. I am gonna say this, " Isn't a real friend suppose to be by yourside through the good and the bad, to always wish you the best in all you do, to streghten you and to give you faith".

I will speak the truth, even if it hurts, as isn't that what we are living for, the truth in all things. Maybe I just tell it how it is, actually I do that alot. Now to why no post, maybe people can't argue the truth surrounding the matter. Because they know its right. Or because they don't wanna lash out and hurt someone, well come on, you wanna hurt someone, you came to the right person. I'll take what you throw at me, but are you brave enough to actually do that, to stand up to one who is always seeking the truth, someone who tells the truth no matter what the situation.

I sometimes laugh inside my head, thinking to myself, why are people cowards, no man should be a coward, speak up for what you know is right,if something angers you, speak out, if you don't agree with something, again, speak out, sitting there twiddling your fingers all day, being quiet and not saying anything won't get you to far. Now will it.

Maybe I was given the God given ability to strengthen people, to help people, to share the truth with people. To be there for people when they are in need. I do know I can cheer people up when there feeling down, as I am here to talk to, a true friend. I just don't go to people to seek help without givin anything back in return.

Off to another subject, again and again, countless times over, am I the only one that sees it, or is there others who agree with me on this one, I would like comments towards this please.

People who get used over and over again, what do they get out of it, usually the crap end of the stick, I have for sure, and I do KNOW others that have aswell, and quite frankly I am sick of it, come one people. You are perfectly capable of doing the job you want done, don't push it on others, don't drop it on others. Own up to it, you have a responsibility, now be mature about it, be a man, or a woman, God gave you two hands, two feet, a heart, and the faith, strength and will power to do it. Take intiative.

There has been a few people stressed out over these happenings, and they should not, let me say that again SHOULD NOT, have to be that way. Why should someone have to be stressed over all the hocus pocus.

So what am I trying to get through to people here. That some people just need to grow up. Accept change, as it is inevitable. Be more mature and own up to your doings. Don't drop things on people that you are perfectly capable of doing, if you want something done, DO IT. Don't stand around and waste time. I would also like to add this:

Things happen for a reason, Misty and I, I can truly say that if it wasn't for her, I honestly don't know where I would be today. As she helps me understand things, she helps me when I am feeling down, she is constantly praying for me. As are all those who are my friends as well as hers. I just can't comprehend how much I love this girl with all my heart. Deep inside me, says, this IS, the girl for me.

People may agree with it, and some people may disagree, but everyone has there own opinion do they now. And its between God, Misty and I. I do strongly believe God sent Misty to me for a reason. As we both like to help others, especially by going out of our own way to see someone smile. To make someone happy.

In the past as well as now, I go by my senses, I sense things all the time, sometimes I just find myself praying for no apparent reason, sometimes its for others. It happened just recently, when I was asked to pray for a few girls. You all know who you are. I can sense when people are sick. When they need help, and many other things etc.

You know what else, its quite funny as there is something else about me that people don't know, other then Misty. I can find out alot about someone by talking with them for 5 minutes be it face to face, through msn or on the phone. I have that ability. Stranger or not.

So please dont feed me crap, gossip or lies. As I will tell you straight up how it is. That should be it for now.
Now for the comments. Will there be any, or will there be none, We shall soon find out. If people can speak up, if people can be a man or a woman. If you don't wanna post on there drop me an email, Im sure you all have it. If not I shall leave it just for you. justin_20006@msn.com
Peace out,

God Bless you all Signed,

Justin

Well well a post to add to my girlfriends blog, So what is it that brings me here you ask yourself. Read and you shall find out.

First and foremost, people should really stop assuming things. Too many people that, and before you start jumpin the gun you should first have the facts about the situation before hand.

It drives me up the wall when people start assuming this and that. And also judging people. Who do they think they are doing that. Its not up to you to judge someone, That is Our Creators, God. He who judges will be judged. There is alot of nowadays, people may say no I don't do that, I don't assume, I don't judge. Well they will find something wrong with someone and pick at them for it. Just like how cat and mouse play, the cat pesters the mouse until it is worn out and snap.

Come on people would you grow up, thought you are mature adults and deal with things respectively, and not like children playing a game.

I was out there for just about 2 months, I kept to myself out there, as people didn't and don't know much about me, I was quiet, meek, didn't say much, But I did for a reason, its called respect, and I respect each and every person I meet and know. I tend to speak my mind alot, I stand up for what I know is right, as anyone should. If I am a firm believer in it I will tell you straight out. Yup I wasn't afraid to tell anyone off, I just don't like to see people get hurt, but, you through a lemon at me, you'll get it right back twice as fast.

There is a saying I like and it stands true. It goes a little something like this:
"I'm gonna tell you truth even if it hurts. And if you can't handle it Im sure your manly enough to suck it up."

Anyone wanna make a comment on that one, or is true enough that you don't have anything to say about it.

Now onto other things. For what I seen out there, People are getting walked all over, do this do that, they are being used. No person should ever be used, No person should be walked over, no person should be called down, no matter where they are, who they are, and what they do. People should own up to there own responsibilities and not dump the load on others, people are stressed out enough, why should you have to pick up on someone elses slack, that is bull, I don't dig that. If you gotta do something own up to it, take intiative, and do it, be a man or woman. Don't be childish and immature.

Now on to change, change is a good thing, is it not, just because someone does something different then others would do, does that make them less of a person, no it does not, we are all one and should be treated as so.

My girlfriend Misty is moving out west, people are against and others agree with it, Now to the ones that don't agree, own up to and speak out, don't beat around the bush and hide. Only immature people do that. Is it because your scared, is it because you now can't throw the slack on someone else. May be it will be more work for you.

Let me ask you all a simple question? Yes God is in the church, but is He only at the one there, why people would say you won't be as spiritual or you won't live for God if you moved west. I don't be thinking so, The people make the church. And God cannot be locked in a box for a certain church, He is everywhere, He is in us. So be it if someone is in church or not, They can both have the same spirituality.

Because someone is not in church does not mean they arent spiritial. You can pray in your home, outside, in the car, at work, on vacation, anywhere you want to, because God is in you.
So am I saying anything about leaving church no way, without church without God, where would we be, if it was not for Him we would not be here.

Yes there is a great church out here and we both will be attending it on a regular basis. As well as our future kids.

As for the opposition against it, you don't worry, as you can't make a decision for no one, that is not up to you, that is solely up to the one making it and God.

I can't wait for her to move out here with me, and start our lives together. To live for God. I miss her alot at times, but with God in our lives, nothing is impossible. With our will power, our strength, our patience, our faith, we WILL do it.

I love Misty soo much. All she does for me, for everyone around her, she is sweet, caring, loving, spiritual and the list goes on.

With all my love and support

Signed

Justin

Is It Wrong To Drink Alcoholic Beverages?

"Wine is a ridiculer, intoxicating liquor is boisterous, and everyone going astray by it is not wise." Does this text, found in the Bible at Proverbs 20:1, indicate that it is wrong to drink alcoholic beverages? Some think so. As further evidence, they point to Bible accounts where bad acts resulted to the misuse of alcohol. --Genesis 9:20-25.

Then there are the disastrous results of overindulgence--ailments such as cirrhosis of the liver, tragic accidents, financial ruin, family abuse, and harm to the unborn. Probably because of such terrible consequences, "many religious denominations taught that drinking alcohol was immoral," notes The World Book Encyclopedia. But is it immoral to drink alcoholic beverages? Does the Bible prohibit the drinking of all alcoholic beverages and in any amount?

What does the bible say?

The Bible does warn about the bad consequences of overindulgence in alcohol. Ephesians 5:18 admonishes: "Do not be getting drunk with wine, in which there is debauchery." Also, Proverbs 23:20, 21 exhorts: "Do not come to be among heavy drinkers of wine, among those who are gluttonous eaters of flesh. For a drunkard and a glutton will come to poverty," And Isaiah 5:11 says: "Woe to those who are getting up early in the morning that they may seek just intoxicating liquor who are lingering till late in the evening darkness so that wine itself inflames them!"

The Bible also mentions the pleasures and benefits of drinking moderately. For instance, Psalm 104:15 states that one of God's gifts is "wine that makes the heart of mortal man rejoice.: And the reward for doing good works, says Ecclesiastes 9:7, is to "eat your food with rejoicing and drink your wine with a good heart." Knowing medicinal benefits of drinking wine, Paul told Timothy not to "drink water any longer, but use a litle wine for the sake of your stomach and your frequent cases of sickness" (1 Timothy 5:23) The ability of alcohol to help one to endure distress is noted in the Bible.--Proverbs 31:6,7.

Clearly, the bible does not prohibit the drinking of alcoholic beverages. What it does condemn, however, is drinking to excess and drunkenness. Therefore, Paul admonished Christian overseers, ministerial servants, and older women not to give themselves over "to a lot of wine." (1 Timothy 3:2,3,8:Titus 2:2, 3) All Christians are reminded that "drunkards" will not "inherit God's kingdom." --1 Corinithians 6:9,10.

Noteworthy is the fact that the Bible associates drunkenness with gluttony, directing that both be avoided. (Deuteronomy 21: 20) If it were intended that we should not drink any alcohol at all, would that not also indicate that any eating of food is wrong as well? Rather, it is excess to the point of intoxication and gluttony that the Bible says is wrong--not eating and drinking in moderation.

What did Jesus do?

Christ left "a model for [us] to follow his steps closely," says the apostle Peter. "He committed no sin." (1 Peter 2:21, 22) So how did Jesus view alcoholic beverages? Well, his first miracle was that of changing water into wine. What kind of wine did Jesus turn the water into? "The directoer of the feast" complimented the bridegroom regarding this miraculously produced wine. He said: "Every other man puts out the fine wine first, and when people are intoxicated, the inferior. You have reserved the fine wine until now."--John 2:9, 10.

Drinking wine was part of the Passover celebration, and Jesus used wine when he inaugurated the Lords Evening Meal. Handing a cup of wine to His diciples, he told them: "Drink out of it, all of you" Knowing that His death was imminent, he added "I will by no means drink henceforth any of this product of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in the kingom of my Father." (Matthew 26:27, 29) Yes, people knew that Jesus drank wine--Luke 7:34.

What should We Do?

Although the BIble does not prohibit the drinking of alcoholic beverages, that does not mean that we have to drink them. There are many reasons to abstain. For instance, a former alcoholic knows the dangers or taking even one drink. A pregnant woman may abstain out of fear of harming her fetus. And knowing how alcohol impairs judgment and reflexes, a driver would refrain from doing anything that would jeopardize his life or that of others.

A Christian would not want to be a stumbling block to anyone whose conscience condems drinking (Romans 14:21) Wisely, he or she would refrain from the use of alcoholic beverages when engaging in the public ministry. It is noteworthy that under God's Law to ancient Israel, the priests were forbidden to "drink wine of intoxicating liquor" when in offical service. (Leviticus 10:9) Also, in lands where consuming alcohol is forbidden or restricted a Christian would boey the law.--Romans 13:1.

While determining whether to drink or not, or how much to drink, are personal decisions, the Bible advocates moderation. It says: "Whether you are eating or drinking or doing anything else, do all things for God's glory."--1 Corinthians 10:31.

My Christmas List...

-pj's
-cd's
-purse
-mp3 player
-straightener
-full house season 2
-manicure set
-lots of clothes
-winter jacket
-winter boots
-hair accesories
-products
-gift cards for subway and walmart
-bus card
-bear slippers
-blank cd's
-musical ornament
-cute bears!!!
-adidas adrenaline
-more adidas products
-fruit basket
-best friend throw
-another throw
-jewellery for my cell phone
-lip glosses
-scarf
-socks and such
-my aunt made me dill pickles!!